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The Dark
before the title of Arty 21 does not mean that this issue is merely
a homage to a hammy horror style darkness. Of course that kind of
glorious over the top gothicness is a worthy subject but our darkness
is more about a quietly creeping sadness. The darkness of domestic
terrors, secrets and unspoken truths.
Two pages into C.S Lewiss essay The
Weight of Glory a sudden shift of tone occurs. Lewis addresses
the reader directly: I am almost committing an indecency.
I am trying to rip open the inconsolable secret in each one of you
- the secret which hurts so much that you take your revenge on it
by calling it names like Nostalgia and Romanticism and Adolescence...
the secret we can not hide and cannot tell though we desire to do
both. We cannot tell it because it is a desire for something which
has never actually appeared in our experience
He was speaking of something he elsewhere called Sehnsucht, a sense
of... well how do you put it? Its sometimes conveyed through
music, or a landscape, or a book, or a person, and it both consoles
and trantalises. Is it God, or gods or nature, or wonder, or awe,
or love? Enough to say that it leaves you aching with longing for
something you know but cant place. Should you go back to that
tune, or landscape, or person or book, you will only find a memory
- for these things were Accidents as Catholics would say, or Portals,
as mystics might say.
Through the Wardrobe and turn left at the lamp-post,
Murrough OBrien (The Independent on Sunday 4.12.05)
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